"..Dard bhale kam na ho iss dil se

Kam hongi yaadein har din..

Bhul gaya wo baatein saari,

Jo kat..ti thi taare gin gin..

Chhod gaya mujhko tanha

Jhuthe pyar ke sahare,

Yaad to karta hoga wo bhi apne kiye waade..

Bhula nhi sakti main usko

Naa chahti hu tadpe wo,

Dua yahi karti hu rab se

Kabhi pyar ka matlab samjhe wo.!"⁠⁠⁠

"..Kuchh pal ko sochta hoon jab main,

Bas aanhein bharta reh jata hoon..

Iss bheed bhari duniya mein khud ko,

Khota hua nazar aata hoon..

Kuchh paane ki khwaaish mein,

Sapne bunta rehta hoon main..

Kuchh pal khushi ke baantne ki,

Sifarish mein jeeta rehta hoon main..

Adhura sa hai sapna mera,

Adhura sa lag raha hoon main..

Iss tez bhaagti duniya mein,

Sehma sehma jee raha hoon main..!.."

laut aati hai teri yaad,
lab pe dua bankar..

mile har khushi tujhe,
ek razaa bankar..

mile saath apno ka,
ek saaya bankar..

yaad tujhe karta hu jab bhi,
hoti hai aankhein namm ek ehsaas bankar.!

Kuch Dard Baant Lete To Accha
Tha,
Kahin Haath Thaam Lete To
Accha Tha..

Tanhaiyo Ne Mujhe Badal Diya
Kitna,
Ye Tum Jaan Lete To Accha Tha..

Har Koi Baat Karta Hai Yahan Ishq_E_Izhaar Ki..
Kabhi Padh Ke Dekho Tum Aankhe Apne Yaar Ki..

Zindagi Benaam Thi Wo Mukaam Accha Tha,
Tohfe Mein Mila Tha Ek Wo
Jaam Accha Tha..

Fakat Baat Itni Thi Ke Kuch
Gustaakhi Meri Thi,
Jo Taadpti Thi Tanha Kahin
Wo Zaat Meri Thi..

Katra Ek Aansuo Ka Behaal Kar
Gaya..
Le Gaya wo Meri Muskaane Jeena
Muhaal Kar Gaya..

Kyu Chup Chaap Hai Koi Ye
Pehchaan Lete To Accha Tha..

Kuch dard Baant Lete To Accha
Tha,
Kahin Haath Thaam Lete To
Accha Tha..

As the day comes to a close
My body goes into 'Panic' Mode
with the thought of having to go to school the next day.

My heart rate increases
Just thinking about it...
My mind wonders
Into its own little world.

I get into bed
and turn my lights off
I lay there, silently still

Its the dead of night
and all i can think of is school
the place i call hell
its a Horrible prison to me

As my feet twitch
and my mind is drownded with thoughts
'Help me..' i think to my self

Cuddling onto my teddy
i slowly drift off
into a deep sleep

Then
The nightmares
Begin.. again.

I hate the way you look at me,

Like everything’s okay-

And how you use that innocent smile

To always get your way.
I hate the way you make me love you

And use me like a tool.

I hate it more how you don’t love me back

And make me feel like a fool.
I hate the way you smother me

And make me swoon in wonder,

When your only real intention is

To cruelly drown me under.
I hate the way you laugh at me;

It makes my self-pity rise.

And I hate the way you always mock me;

It’s venom, sugarcoated in lies.
I hate the way you make me cry;

Your words are like a knife.

They stab their way through my beating heart

And take away my life.
I hate the way you look me in the eyes

And your synthetic love shines through...

But the thing that I hate the most is how

I can’t bring myself to hate you.